It's all so real...in my head

i can't seem to get out of my head as the case of senioritis apporaches and everything for me just seems to not matter as much anymore.  I can't go to prom, but all my friends are.  But i want to have some fun that night too.  I really like this guy, Matthew Dundore, aka, Dundore.  He isn't going to prom either.  I'm thinking of maybe asking him to see a movie or something.  Idk though. he is a junior (a grade below me.) and i'm thinking it would be awkward.  O well if we don't take risks we won't ever live.